Not really ranting today...My lovely nathan gave me stargazer lilies and 3 white roses for Valentine's day yesterday. I love that he knows that although I love roses, stargazers are my favourites. He really is lovely!
Now on with the ranting...I'm bleeding..yuck. Seriously makes me grouchy, achy, and did i mention grouchy?
At church yesterday..I had my usual class of roughly 9 teens...(14-17) doing their usual job of not listening, laughing, texting, and basically mocking everything. Shaun has a possible case of strep throat..so i left him home. I took zoe with me, and since Shaun wasn't there, she wouldnt go to primary..and sat in on my class. I say 'sat' figuratively. In reality she was crawling all over the floor underneath my table and feet.
Stupidly i'd worn my platform clogs (very cool)...and you've probably guess by now...I stepped on her hand. Great. Now she's screamin, they're all laughing, and I've just about had enough. I didnt even feel sorry for her because she shouldn't have been in my class, and she shouldnt' have been under my feet....of course having said that thought out loud (i really need to learn to self-edit) ...i sounded like a horrible ogre who didnt care that i'd hurt my baby.
I had them say a closing prayer...picked zoe up..and left....without going to Relief society. I just wanted to cry. I really really dont like teaching this class...it's like my own personal version of hell...being mocked and laughed at by teenagers. I've never asked to be released before, but this time i'm pretty seriously considering it. Nathan doesn't like that i come home upset every week..and to be honest neither do I. I'd love to just go and take for a while. It's hard enough taking the two kids on my own, without having to deal with a bunch of ungrateful teens.
siihgghhhhh see i was ranting...lol!
love,
me
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